painful hurts

Painful Hurts
Most times I wonder and ask myself, what is the most painful hurts?
Is it the hurt of putting in and achieving very little?
Is it the hurt of losing a loved one?
Is it the hurt of not proving oneself worthy when a lot of worthiness and respect has been accrued to you?
Is it the hurt of not having one you could talk to when you want to?
Is it the hurt of talking and not being heard?
Is it the hurt of not having what you have always dreamed of?
Or is it the hurt of not believing in yourself and you end up bringing everything to ruins?

Having gone through all these, they could appeal to us as hurts,
But guess what...the most painful hurt is the hurt of loving and not loving in return,
It could tear the soul, wear the spirit and cause depression in the physical state
That is what Christ has had to go through every time we dispel him with our negative actions.
It feels so insane to give up your whole life for someone and in the end you find out that he or she doesn’t treasure this.

His love for us is inexpressible, we could be going through a lot but it is because of his unconditional love and mercies that we are not consumed by it. There is still hope for us.

Lord, I might not have a personal experience of this hurt and may not be able to explain this properly, but I don’t wish to see you hurting because of me.
I know what it feels to think about someone and you are unsure if that person feels about you the same way you do.
I confess my love for you today, open my eyes to see how much you love me…